The field is very different today than years ago for several reasons. It's more transparent and not as secretive as in years past. This is due largely to lots of regulations and legislation and also due to many private foundations' collaborative efforts to self-regulate and be good role models and actors in the field. However, many many more philanthropists and foundations have entered the field (good actors and BAD ones), and the needs have exploded globally as the safety net waxes and wanes for the most vulnerable. As tax incentives and penalties (carrots and sticks) influence the behavior of the wealthy, shameless self-interest still abounds. But thank goodness so does generosity! The difference that gives me the most joy is there seem to be more black women in senior leadership positions (hooray!) though still not near enough and it remains a battleground. The presence of black men doesn't feel as if it has increased but I have not kept up with statistics.

I am most proud that I made a positive difference in the philanthropic spaces I occupied, centering the humanity of all, rejecting the elitism that was so debilitating and harmful and hiring diverse staff, men and women. I joined when technology tools and the internet were first introduced. I LOVED it and fought like hell to make sure the tail didn’t wag the dog and those that ‘would not be moved’ were gently ushered into learning and experiencing the benefits of technology. I made sure to honor and respect those that paved the way for me, mentored many along the way and spoke widely to young and people of color about this rare space.

My wildest dream is for Black Women to unapologetically lead and excel AND LEARN (which some folks call fail) with self-love, self-confidence, self-determination, self-care, humor, empathy, audacity, joy, an impactful vision that attracts authentic partners, champions, supporters and followers AND that makes a positive difference in every walk of life they touch. All which inspires our daughters and makes our ancestors who paved the way, holler with pride and spiritually persist.